Yesterday night i slept at 10
o clock with the thought of getting up at 3 am. I struggled to sleep
and later ended up postposing the alarm to 3.30 to be able to
complete my 5 hr sleep. I had to do early morning mediation and
accounted thus for bus to be caught at 5am.
I saw something in night that
i was in some strange city and and lost my bag. I was reacting and
acting in the same manner i do while during the day. Later somehow i
found my bag but my purse which contained my currency collection was
not to be found. I was bewildered as it contained lot of money
including high value currency notes from Europe. Somehow a doubt
arose to me then that i have the purse with me now and while in dream
i realised that its a dream. I soon woke up and i was surprised that
it was 3 am sharp(Remember i wanted to wake up at 3 am and alarm was
set up at 3.30 am). My physical body had run for 2.30 hrs yesterday
yet i woke up when my mind wanted. Mysterious are the ways of the
mind.
What if i realise someday that
what i am watching today is also a dream. Anyways in the infinite
time my life is even smaller than a drop. Whatever can be measured
stands no place when compared to immeasureable. Vast stretch of space
and time are immeasurable infinity. Whatever a man watches and things
that he possesses them including even his body are lost when he
leaves his body. Its certain that someday what is seen and imagined
to be possessed by me shall not be there. This visible world looks
similar to the dream world in this respect. Both the visible world
and dream world appear for a finite time. One lasts for few hours and
the other for hours in waking. Against infinite times they both stand
no chance.
Also sometimes dream during
night is created due to objects from visible world. Sometimes both
are continuous. During the time dream world is experienced one does
not realise that this experience can be untrue also, however its only
after one wakes up from it that one realises that it was creation of
his mind. This belief in reality of visible world is also true and
whether it will be untrue after one leaves his body or dies is a
matter of speculation.
In dream too one imagines the
sorrow, suffering and happiness on experiencing the dream world.
Similar experiences are had when during experiencing the visible
world. Am i acting in dream ? Or i am merely witnessing. Although i
act in the same manner in dream as i would be acting during waking
state. The objects that come in dream although are not in my control
and even in this visible world objects that are seen are not in my
control and seem to have independent existence. Both the dream world
and visible world are similar in this respect.
Is this visible world too a
dream ? I dont know but one thing is certain a something obtained
during dream world can't be carried to the visible world , it is seen
that man even leaves his body when he leaves this planet. Although
deliberations like these do not add any new knowledge to the jeeva
yet jeeva realises on cogitation that what he considers so important
are actually not important. Indian philosophy has thus declared that
Dharma is of supreme importance and is only carried with the jeeva.
Therefore some ancient Indians gave all but didn't give up
Dharma(righteousness) as it can survive even the waking state.
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